I suppose I don't post on here as much as I should. But a lot has happened since last time. My beautiful wife and I had our first son, William Leo Constantine Clever. He is the most amazing and wonderful child we are truly blessed. For years doctors told me I could have children so Bri and I decided that we wanted kids but couldn't afford the doctors help right away so we would start saving. But in the mean time we would try and just see what happens, you know hope for that 1 in a million shot. Well a few months in we realized that we were a little late... Like 2 months late. Skip ahead a few months February 18, 2011 my life changed completely. My son came into this world, all 8lbs 13oz 21 3/4inches of him. I have never been so happy, scared, worried all at the same time in my life. It has been a learning experience to say the least. Everyday we are tackling something new and learning as we go. Its strange loving someone so unconditionally and wholly I can't describe the feeling I get. Sometime I just sit and watch him sleep while I try and comprehend how we made something so perfect. I have so many questions now how do I make sure he's a good person. What advice do I give him so as not to make the same mistakes. How am I going to care for him if something happens. Everything right down to what kind of school should he go to and so we need to move to be in the better school district. Things I won't need to face for years are already giving me gray hair. All I know is I am going to do the best I can for him and try and give him everything and every opportunity I never had. He has the world in his tiny little hand and I only hope he makes the best of it... I know now that he's here I did. But its late he's asleep and so I should be too.
