Big Bill's Summertime Extravaganza!!

LOOKING TO RAISE $ 2000 FOR THIS YEARS PARTY!
WE WANT TO DOUBLE LAST YEARS SO ANY AND ALL HELP IS APPRECIATED!

IF YOU DONATE PLEASE LOG ON TO FACE BOOK AND LET EITHER BILL OR I KNOW SO WE CAN PROPERLY THANK YOU AND CREDIT THE TOTAL COLLECTED TOWARDS THE GOAL!
FOR THOSE WHO WISH TO DRINK WE DO ASK YOU HELP OUT WITH $10 A HEAD TO COVER KEG, TAP, ICE, AND CUPS! REMEMBER OVER 21 ONLY WE WILL HAVE PEOPLE THERE CARDING!!!

HOW MANY COMING

JUST ME!$10.00 USD GOT TWO PEOPLE COMING!$20.00 USD THERE IS GOING TO BE 3!$30.00 USD MAKE ROOM FOR 4!!$40.00 USD HAZA!! THE GANGS ALL HERE MAKE IT 5!$45.00 USD

Been a long while

I suppose I don't post on here as much as I should. But a lot has happened since last time. My beautiful wife and I had our first son, William Leo Constantine Clever. He is the most amazing and wonderful child we are truly blessed. For years doctors told me I could have children so Bri and I decided that we wanted kids but couldn't afford the doctors help right away so we would start saving. But in the mean time we would try and just see what happens, you know hope for that 1 in a million shot. Well a few months in we realized that we were a little late... Like 2 months late. Skip ahead a few months February 18, 2011 my life changed completely. My son came into this world, all 8lbs 13oz 21 3/4inches of him. I have never been so happy, scared, worried all at the same time in my life. It has been a learning experience to say the least. Everyday we are tackling something new and learning as we go. Its strange loving someone so unconditionally and wholly I can't describe the feeling I get. Sometime I just sit and watch him sleep while I try and comprehend how we made something so perfect. I have so many questions now how do I make sure he's a good person. What advice do I give him so as not to make the same mistakes. How am I going to care for him if something happens. Everything right down to what kind of school should he go to and so we need to move to be in the better school district. Things I won't need to face for years are already giving me gray hair. All I know is I am going to do the best I can for him and try and give him everything and every opportunity I never had. He has the world in his tiny little hand and I only hope he makes the best of it... I know now that he's here I did. But its late he's asleep and so I should be too.

My shopping list

This is my first time doing this and looking for advice, if I'm missing anything please let me know. But please remember at this point they are mostly just that, my shopping lists.




Diapers.com registry

Babys R Us registry

Walmart registry

Finding God

People spend their whole lives looking and fail to see what is right in front of them the whole time. I have found God, and I see him every day. I see him in hazel green eyes, in dark auburn hair. I have found him in a touch, a look, and in the simple silence. But Sunday I found him somewhere I never expected. In two little pink lines. Almost my whole life I've been told I can't, won't happen, never going to be able to. Well they were all wrong because I did. I had a nasty indecent with a paint ball gun quite a few years back and needed surgery. After which I was told the chances of me having kids on my own were near impossible. They described this procedure where I give samples and they pick the most viable spermies out of said sample, then use said spermies to fertilize little eggs in a test tube. Then they get to put said spermies and said eggs into said wifey. Ha ha I just like using said in sentences where it doesn't belong. But anyway, that, as it turns out, is very expensive, and by very I mean most houses where I come from are cheaper. So when I got with my wife we discussed it and I was honest. I told her it may never happen, we might have to adopt or do the In Vitro thing. She was hurt, but ok with it and we decided that we would keep trying for a year to save money and pray for a miracle. Well guess what? *this is the part where I am surrounded by a strange light and you hear organ music with a choir singing* She's pregnant.

Bri is due February 19th, 2011, give or take, and now it's time to get ready. I have been making shopping lists of things I want to get for the baby. Or as Bri put it I went nuts with the registry. But with my memory, I need some guides to help me along or I get to the store and then it all goes out the window. All I can think about is the baby and keeping her happy. I know I can never fathom what she's going through, and has yet to go through, but I will be there. And I will love and support her through the entire process. She has decided on a natural child birth, a water birth to be precise. and I have found her a hospital and group of midwives who specialize in it. I helped her find an OB. I got the shopping lists done. Our roommate is moving out this month so we have a nursery. It is all coming together, and I am loving every minute of it.

I'm not really sure how this happened but I do not care. We got our miracle, and who am I to question it? I'm going to be a Dad, please note I said Dad, not a father, there is a difference. And I fully intend on being the best dad ever!

Just a simple question to ponder.

If I gave you the world, could you love everything in it?